My feelings are messed up. I don’t know how to describe it, but every time I feel really happy or down,
I get so bothered. How can I feel like this now when I needed
to show that emotion earlier? There’s no way I’ll ever be able to tell if I do feel said emotion,
or if I do, because I’ve gotten so used to what emotions everyone else seems to feel.
I felt the tears forming in my eyes late last night. There was nothing particular on my mind that could’ve made me sad,
but the tears started to form. I could feel myself tearing up every second I was still awake.
Why is it that I feel this way? Can’t I just be happy all the time?